My Ramblings

I'm a girl without a life, I write, read and go to school and only do homework when I feel like it. I have friends, but I like to spend most of my time in my room alone with my comp.

Sunday, August 27, 2006

Decisions, Decisions

hey guys.

I've been sort of in a weird mood lately, and i finally talked to my beta about it, and came to some decisions.

Lately i just haven't felt like writing, fact is that...i just don't want to. I feel like it's been something I HAVE to do, instead of something I WANT to do. I feel like i'm making myself write chapters and i hate that feeling. Stories that I love to write, have not been touched since my beta sent me the beta'd chapters months ago.

Then chapters i know you guys want, haven't been coming out, and i just don't want to force myself to write something that just isn't there. I have plans for some, but in order to either get stories there, or to write them, i need to take my time. I need to go at my own pace.

I like haveing Pre-written chapters. As do many of the authors, that I talk to. I love haveing pre-written things, because then while I post one, I have five done, and I feel no pressure to finsh the other ones. And certain stories need to be pre written.

So i've decided to take a break...I have no idea for whole long, maybe until I'm cought up, maybe until I feel like I've adjusted into my written sceudle and school again, or until I feel like i'm writeing out of my own free will.

I know that I won't be posting once a week anymore...that's for sure. I feel like it's more for me to try and get everything done a certain time a week.

I also know that even though i'm taking a break i will still be posting one-shots here and there...for some reason, i'm in a one shot sort of mood.

So that's all. I know all of you were looking forward to new chapters on Monday, I haven't gotten anything finshed.

So just know that i'll keep posting here on my blog, a few one shots...but for the multichapter stories...you won't be seeing those for a while.

I'm not abonding them or you guys...just taking a much needed break.

Kassandra

5 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

You have a lot going on right now its no wonder why you can't write. I have been feeling the same way. Your going to be a senior and there is alot to do to prepare, once you have settled into a schedule you'll feel like writing again as an outlet.

I for one love your stuff so I will be waiting on bated breathe... LOL

Michelle aka MRMP

7:13 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

i know it isnt your fault but i just feel really upset and sad because i know it sounds dumb but your stories are literally all i have. i know you will probably think that i am lying or whatever but i dont have many friends at school and my home life is really boring. your stories are the only ones i really read. i thought i should just tell you. but anyhow i guess take your break.... you deserve it but dont get me wrong i am still very sad and dissapointed there will not be posts

2:50 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

wow, i was really sad when i saw that because i love your stories, but i completely understand. i was like that all summer, not wanting to write and hating the feeling of being pushed to write. i hope itll get better and youll have time and the motivation to write again because your stories are amazing! good luck.

megan aka considerthis34

3:12 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I feel sad because in the last blog you said you were going to update and then the next week you decide that you just don't have it. I understand that you should write from the heart but you have a lot of fans out there who have been waiting for your stories for months. I guess I don't want to make you feel bad or want you to think I am a bitch or something but I am just really dissapointed because I know personally I was really looking forward to "The Aftermath" being updated but it has been over two months. I guess if you need that break then go for it! I was just really looking forward to the new updates...good luck and I hope this "writers block" persay does not last that long...


Love One OF your biggest fans
Ashley Swanson

2:51 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I completely understand what your going through. I recently cut one of my stories short because I couldn't come up with any ideas for it. You have a amazing talent for writing and you shouldn't force yourself to write because you think you have to. Stories that are rushed are never as good as the ones that arn't. Anyways, I just thought you should know that no one should make you feel bad about not writing.

Becky (Hopes2High)

5:12 PM  

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