My Ramblings

I'm a girl without a life, I write, read and go to school and only do homework when I feel like it. I have friends, but I like to spend most of my time in my room alone with my comp.

Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Late


This Weeks Pic. Is Johnny Depp because..well...He's hot lol

This blog is going to be short. Sorry. I have to go. I just wanted to apoligize for the late chappy of TB. I'm in Mexico and internet is limited. So I wasn't able to post on X-Mas like a planned. And i won't be able to post the other chapters till later. Sorry guys! I'm going to try and come back to the Internet place later and type and send them to my beta cause i know she's been wanting these new chapters. SORRY FLYNN!!

I'll talk to you all later. My cousin are waiting for me downstairs.

That's it for now

Kassandra

Friday, December 23, 2005

Rogan Exchange

And We're off! The first story for Rogan exchage has been posted! It's a little weid...i couldn't figure it out. I have to talk to LAdy Eliza so we can fix it. But Stories is where the little note is, who the stoire is by and who requested it. A Perfect beginning is the story itself. You'll figure it out....sorry. I tried doing someing and it didn't work. Oh well....we'll figure it out.

Well...don't just sit here and read this crap. So read the story!! LOL!

As for news, I'm in Mexico on my cousin's computer downloading music and listening to Hot Hot Heat and waiting to see if anybody signs on to MSN....geez i'm such a loser.

As for my stoires. I'm pretty sure i'm going to post on X-mas for The Bombshell Part 31 just to give you guys something. But Lost and Found and The Fear of Rejection will have to wait. I'm not done with the chapters and i'm probally going to be done with them on X-mas lol. So i'll post them whenever i get the chance. It's going to be screwy for the next two weekends. But the minute Winter Break is over i'm going to go back to my reguaular poating scudule. all stories every sunday!

Now here are the pictures that i promised for A Perfect Beginning











Here is Rory's Enganment Ring.

















Rory's Party Dress










Rory's Shoes













Rory's Pearl Necklace












So there you go. Hope you all enjoyed the story. Now i'm off to see The 40 Year old Virgin with my Cousin!

That's it for now

kassandra

Sunday, December 18, 2005

Merry Updates!

Hey Guys!

Pic of the week is Michael and Maria from Roswell, I’m going to back where I started LOL. I felt bad that I started writing for Roswell and I haven’t really acknowledged that. Wow that seems like a life time ago. When it was only last year that my obsession with Roswell came to a sad end and my obsession with Gilmore Girls came to a wonderful beginning LOL! SO I decided in tribute of that to put up Michael and Maria. The candy couple Stay tuned to see what pic I’m putting up next week.

Also, Go see King Kong. Support Colin Hanks! He doesn’t die!!! I sat there those three hours and kept looking for him. The minute I saw his bright burgundy shirt. I’m like, good Preston didn’t die. And let me tell you I had some scares!!!

In other news. Updates. As usual The Bombshell, Lost and Found and The Fear of Rejection were updated. Extra Logan and with lots of action LOL. I hope you all enjoy.

I also posted the first chapter of MCR. The Dark Also Rises, after much contemplation. I decided that I might as well post it. It’s just sitting there. Please leave you’re comments. I got to warn you though I’m not going to be updating that one frequently. It’s more of a free time fic. I write to that one when I get the chance and only when I get the chance. So I might not post for months. Or weeks. It’s not like the others. I want to take my time with that one. But I hope you enjoy the first chapter. My cousin tells me it’s pretty intense but it’s good. I’ll believe her. Lol

Now for some news, I’m going to be going to Mexico to visit my family for X-mas. I’m leaving early Friday morning, the 23rd, and not coming back till well I’m not sure. I know that school starts on the 9th so I know that I’m coming back before then.

But that leaves my stories. I have one already pre-written chapter for The Bombshell that I will post next week if I get the chance But If I get the chance I will be writing The Fear of Rejection and Lost and Found But if I don’t the chance to write then I’m not posting. I rarely get to see my cousins and I miss them like hell so when I visit I try to take advantage and get in all the time I can get. Believe me writing is the furthest thing on my mind when in Mexico. I’m thinking more "Can we go to the store and get candy!"or "Let go to the movies" sort of a mind set.

I know that I will get a chance to write some the week. So if my muses come to me. They might just be pre-written chappys. And I’ll just post when I check my mail. I know I’m taking my little thumb drive a.k.a. my miracle disk.(I don’t go anywhere without it!) So who knows. Just know that there might be a chappy for all three stories and there might not. But once I get back my little muses will get back to work.

But as it always happens, I always end up getting ideas for new stories with my cousins. It just turned out that way. So you might end up with new stories as well!

Someone asked about You and Only You, I’m sorry that I suck at updating that one. I know what I want to do for that next chappy. I just haven’t sat down to write it. And I’m sorry about that. I really do want to get that chapter done. Maybe I’ll get to it once I get back.

Okay, That’s it for Now.

Kassandra

P.S: Thank you Joanne and Rachel, for you’re comment under the Stanley "Tookie" Williams blog. I agree with what you said. What gives us the right to take a life? But also what gave him the right to take the life away from four innocent people? Like you said it’s all very confusing lol.

P.S.S: Here's the link to Rory's apartment floorplan. http://www.cawhite.com/traymore-fp-2bd.html

And Note for Flynn: Thank you so much for betaing my stories, it’s been a great year and the next will be even better! You’re the best. Merry Christmas. Hope you enjoyed the presents Hahaha And I know you know when I don’t sleep! I believe you!

Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Stanley "Tookie" Williams


With his appeals exhausted, former Crips gang leader turned anti-gang crusader Stanley "Tookie" Williams was put to death Tuesday (December 13) morning. He was 51. Despite pleas from stars including Snoop Dogg and Jamie Foxx and howls of protest from hundreds of supporters gathered outside San Quentin prison, the burly Williams was strapped to a gurney and injected with a lethal mixture of drugs. He was pronounced dead at 12:35 a.m. PT.

As the execution was taking place, Williams' friend Barbara Becnel and other supporters mouthed "God bless you" and "We love you" and blew kisses to him, according to the Los Angeles Times, with Williams seemingly mouthing words back to them.

Williams' death sentence set off one of the most intense debates about capital punishment in the United States in years, pitting the convicted killer's claims of redemption against evidence that his detractors said clearly implicated the gang leader in the 1981 shotgun murders of a convenience store clerk and a family of three.

In the end, the execution process took longer than usual as technicians struggled for more than 10 minutes to find a vein in Williams' muscular left arm. As the team searched, Williams visibly winced and lifted his head off the gurney several times and, according to the Times, at once appeared to say, "Still can't find it?" Witnesses said his death from the lethal injection took close to 20 minutes.

In the hours before his death, Williams sat quietly with friends and talked on the phone as guards kept a close watch on him. One acquaintance described a scene in which Williams sat handcuffed to a table next to a stack of untouched turkey sandwiches, saying goodbye to friends in a calm, everyday manner. He maintained upbeat on his final day, according to a prison spokesman, and ate nothing but oatmeal and milk on Monday, refusing a special last meal and a spiritual advisor. Williams had no last words before being strapped to the gurney.

Hours before, at 6 p.m., Williams was strip-searched, given a set of clean clothes and placed in a holding cell just outside the death chamber under constant observation by a sergeant and two officers, according to the Times. He spent the hours before his execution watching TV and reading some 50 letters that arrived Monday from as far away as Italy and Israel, including some from schoolchildren.

Governor Arnold Schwarzenegger issued a denial of clemency to Williams Monday afternoon, citing the former Crips leader's refusal to apologize for the four murders for which he was convicted more than 20 years ago.

Williams was sentenced to death in 1981 for gunning down convenience store clerk Albert Owens, 26, at a 7-Eleven and killing Yen-I Yang, 76, Tsai-Shai Chen Yang, 63, and the couple's daughter Yu-Chin Yang Lin, 43, at the Los Angeles motel they owned. Williams claimed at the time that he was innocent, though witnesses at the trial said the Crips leader bragged about the murders, saying, "You should have heard the way he sounded when I shot him."

Despite the claims from Williams and his supporters that he had been redeemed while in prison — writing anti-gang children's books and being nominated for the Nobel Peace Prize — Schwarzenegger wrote, "Is Williams' redemption complete and sincere, or is it just a hollow promise? Stanley Williams insists he is innocent and that he will not and should not apologize or otherwise atone for the murders of the four victims in this case. Without an apology and atonement for these senseless and brutal killings there can be no redemption."

Williams' advocates said his credibility in preaching to youth about staying out of gangs was unmatched, but the Times said victims' rights leaders painted him as a fraud for his failure to confess to the crimes and refusal to formally cut ties with the Crips by sharing his knowledge of the gang's inner workings with police.

"What kind of message does that send to young children, when somebody like Mr. Williams, who supposedly has their attention, tells them, 'Don't snitch, don't talk to police, don't tell people who was involved in a crime?' " John Monaghan, a Los Angeles County deputy district attorney, told the Times.

Five members of the murder victims' families were at the prison, although it was not clear how many witnessed the execution. Williams, who earlier said he didn't want to invite anyone to observe "the sick and perverted spectacle," had five witnesses, including Becnel and members of his legal team.

After Williams was pronounced dead, the Times reported that Becnel and two other supporters of Williams turned toward the media in the witness room and yelled in unison, "The state of California just killed an innocent man!" Lora Owens, the stepmother of one of Williams' victims, appeared shaken by the scene and was embraced by another woman. She told CNN Tuesday morning that despite her desire to see justice done, watching the execution "was not an easy thing to do."

Owens said that even if Williams had apologized, it wouldn't have signaled atonement, and even that "doesn't get you out of a just punishment."

Outside the prison walls, as the crowd was informed that Williams was dead, angry shouts broke out and a man burned an American flag, according to the Times. Speaking to the press, Becnel called Schwarzenegger a "cold-blooded murderer" and vowed to work for his defeat in the next election. — Gil Kaufman

~Got this article from MTV.Com.

My Thoughts:

Many people have views about Stanley “Tookie” Williams. Some say that the right thing was done, he should have died. And obviously as seen above, some believe it wasn’t worth it.

Truth be told I don’t know what to believe. I only came to the knowledge about him about two weeks ago. It seems to me that he had changed during his time in prison. I don’t know. I’ve read many statements and heard many things that prove that he was still the same man that he was 24 years ago. And I’ve heard many things and read many things saying otherwise.

In my fourth Period class. We talked a bit about it. The subject of the stepmother of one of the victims was brought up, about how she and the members of her family we not able to find closure with him still alive. But many people take that a different way as well. It can be seen that she did not want to find closure until she saw Stanley getting the needle in his arm. Or that she’s able to get that final piece of closure by knowing that justice was served.

We also talked about how if maybe Stanley had never gotten caught. Would he still be living the life he had been 24 years ago. Still out there doing the drive by shootings? Who knows? It could be that yes, maybe he would still be the leader of the Crips or something else could have come along to change his views.

When I heard on the news this morning that he had served his sentence. I wasn’t sure what to feel, glad that he served out his sentence or grief for a man that may have changed his life for the better along with many children’s lives through his books. But I did know that I wanted to put something on my blog. Just to say bring to everyone’s attentions that; “Hey, A man died today n death row. Was it justice or injustice?” “Should the governor of California have given this man clemency?”

I would like to hear the comment. I know that the article above is more one sided. But it’s the only one I could find.

Again please share your thoughts.

Kassandra

Sunday, December 11, 2005

New Pics and Updates

Okay, This weeks pic is Frank Iero of MCR. Only cause i couldn't get the Jeff Kaola pic up and cause Frank is sexy as hell. I found out recently that i have a thing for guys with tight pants. It's amazing LOL!

Anyways, New chappys as always. Lost and Found, The Fear of Rejection and the Bombshell.

I also finshed my story for rogan exchange. IOt should be up on the site by next week.

I was so happy this week. I finally figured out how to add links to my blog. I had Lady Eliza do it for me before. But i've been wanting to fix the Illusive one and add other ones. I'm excited that I figured it out. Now my blog is cooler the Dylans. hell yeah! LOL!

Also if you notice i added My Band Fics. The Simple Plan and MCR(My Chemical Romance) fics. Thiere not up yet. I'm still writing them. But the MCR one shoudl be up soon....I'll let you know and you will see that the link will say Part 1. Please leave feedback. I love to see what you guys think!

Also my shoutbox is there. Very excited that i added that. Leave your comments. You might even see me and my friends adding stupid little things here and there. As long as its nothing bad about another person. feel free to add your comments. I love reading what you guys have to say!

New updates of all three stories next week. keep an eye out!

That's it for now
Kassandra

Sunday, December 04, 2005

New Pics and Chapters


I was going to put Jess and his koala but it didn't want to upload so i went with the Guys and thier Kangaroos. Put in your votes for the next pic. either Jeff and his Koala or Peirre!!



I also Posted three new chapters.
  • The Bombshell
  • The Fear of Rejection
  • Lost and Found


These Pictures are rory's outfit for The Fear of Rejection. I got them for Nordstrom. I love that dress.

Anyway. This wouldn't at all be possible without my wonderful beta Flynn. I gave her thse chapters yesterday and she really pulled through on getting back ASAP!

I think we shoudl have a Beta Appriciation Day. LOL! That's it. I'm dubbing tommorow Beta Appricitation day. Send them an E-mail or e-card or something thanking them! I'll bet they'll love it!

So that's it for today. I'm sick so i'm going to get off and get some sleep. I also have school tomorrow. Ugh. I'v been pumped of Chicken soup and thermaflu al weekend. I havn't even left the house in 48 hours. I'm dead serous. My mom does not want me out in the cold but she's sending me to school where i freeze my ass off for eight hours then wiat another hour in the cold for her. Yeah that's wonderful logic right there. LOL!

I'm also going to be working on my Rogan exchage Story cause thats due next weekend.

That's it for now!

Kassandra