My Ramblings

I'm a girl without a life, I write, read and go to school and only do homework when I feel like it. I have friends, but I like to spend most of my time in my room alone with my comp.

Thursday, September 28, 2006

Recommendations

Hey guys!

I just wanted to let you guys know that i am indeed alive....still overworked at school though. I had a government test, a latin test and tomorrow i have an Anatomy test, that i'm dreading, half because i have yet to study, and another half because i have a horrible memory, so even if i did study, i wouldn't be able to retain half of it anyway.

I have been able to write though, probally not as much as you guys would like, or my beta, but i am writing. I wrote a bit to The Aftermath a few days ago. and i finally got out of the slump and know how to write it. So hopefully that will be in my beta's hands soon.

Also i'm about half done with the next chapter of The Tales of a Broken Heart, seeing as mostly what i'm doing is just getting the transcript and adding reactions, and then changing it in certain parts, it's easy to write. But there are parts that i'm looking forward to writing, in that story, You guys have no idea.

The Fear of Rejection i somewhat have a block for, and seeing as my favorite stories to write are the PDLD"s I am sad about this. I know how i want to end it(Not that the end is near! Trust me it's far from it) but i know how, and i know what some of the middle is going to be, i just have to get to all of that. Which is hard for me. But it'll get there and you'll see it up.

Lost and Found: The one story i just want to finsh but refuses to coapperate. The ending to this story had always been in my head. And no there isn't going to be a miricle pregancy or any of that. But i do know that the end is near with that story, I'm hoping that with this break, i'l be albe to sit down and finsh it in all it's glory. I know a lot of you have been asking for it, so here's where i am in it.

Rejection Hotline Started It All: The last chapter is in fact being written, i'm really excitied about it. For some reason it refuses to leave my head quickly so i can post it for you guys. So it's sitting here on my comp, taking advantage of it's stay. I only have a few more pages to do. then i hand it over to Flynn, who will happiely take it from my hands.

Also witht he end of stories, come the beginings of others. I have two that i'm excited to post once I get done with RHSiA, and LaF.

One being the supernatural PDLD that you've all heard me talking about called Tough Love, the story line floows loosely on Sherrilyn Kenyons world of 'warewolves' i use to term loosely cause then they'll probally come out of the book and kick my ass. I'm just changing things around. While i use her terms. Cuase they sound cool lol. I might end up making up my own, i just need to sit down and reserch some stuff...and still make it sound cool.

Another story that i'm wrintg, and will be posting soon, once it's about half done and everything places itself together logically in my head and i stop rewritieng the damn thing(Much to the amusement of my beta) is my Trogan called All the Little Things. It's fun to write, and i hope you all enjoy it.

That's about it on the GG stories, and how i've been doing writing wise. Now reading wise, i've been doing great lol.

Wolffowler( i so hope i spelled that right) asked about the Black Dagger Brotherhood, and when the next one comes out.

The last one that came out was Zsadist's book, which kicked ass let me tell you! I loved it, like i knew i would, and gah!!!!! I'm so happy for him!

Bucth's book is next, one i'm, somewhat hesitant in reading. but his book comes out in March of 2007, WAAY to long of a wait if you ask me. But i can deal.

The books i've been reading now are the Christine Feehan sereis. it starts with Dark Prince about Mikhail and his lifemate, it's somewhat a slow read...for me anyway. But then the second one, the one i'm reading now, is Dark Desire about his brother jacques and let me tell you, DAMN! that book is god, i'm about twenty pages from finshing it, and it is sooooo good!

Next one after that i belive is Dark Gold....which is ....let me look....*looks at Borders.com......curses* shit...it's Aidens book, i was SOOOOO hopeing for Gregori, how's that for fate.....damnmit! Well Aidens cool too....not like Gregori...but he's cool!

HA! Just looked, after aidesn it's Dark Magic, which is Gregoris, looks like i know what i'm doing with my twenty bucks this week....i so need to get a job, to contiune my habit.

Anyway...those books are good.

That's it for now!

Take care you guys! And i hope to come back soon!

Kassandra

Thursday, September 21, 2006

Overworked or Just Fustrated?

Hey guys,

I'm glad you guys all respect me not to yell at me, and i understand that while you guys are fustrated with my not updateing, and it being five months of no Aftermath you guys have to understnad my fustration.

Right now i'm on my fourth week of my seniro year, progress roports go out tommorow, and I can say compfidenlty that i will have at least two D's.

My Anoatomy calss is proving to be more interesting as well as diffuclt then i thought it would be. It takes a lot of my concentration to actually understand everything...let alone sit down and study before Tests.

My Algebra 2 class is hell, I fialed a test misrably last week, and i'm hoping to recover the points tommorow when we do corrections. I can possibly bring my grade up to a C -, but if not...my grade is quite possible in the low D's and that's horrible even for me.

Then my American Goverenment class, though Fun, is hard. Theres a lot more that goes into politics then i thought. That class also takes a lot of time, just to do the homeowrk, then to study for tests.

For thoses of you who haven't seen my name on my messenger, it had to do with last week, whcih ineveidltaly went into this week as well. I've had tests all these past two weeks. Two in anatomy(That i somewhat passed), Two in Gov(One we took today, one last week that i passed) and a Math Test(Last week, that I failed) and a Latin Test (Theat i'm hoping I passed)

Next week isnt' any easier. I have Two Anatomy tests, One on Wednesday which is one Mucle Tissue and COnnective Tissue and another that is going to be a bigger one which is a big overall test on what we've learned that past five weeks. And Thoses i'm going to study for. I have to.

Thought Writng is a huge part of my life. Right now I'm finding it hard to do so. I siad that i didn't know when i would post again, Hoepfully sometime in October. But don't hold me to my word because with the way schools going i have no idea when i'll be able to post, let alone really sit down and write properly to the stories i need to write too.

Another probelm that's got me on pause on writing is my cousin. Due to the fact that she HATES Gilmore Girls(I know it's horrible! I think she's adopted LOL!) I've been trying to respect her by not wacthing it. And The Tales of a Broken Heart is based on the forth seasoin, which i need to wacht in order to get reactions and tones of voices. I've told her this and while she's made her gagging face, I'm hoping she'll let me wacth some eppys...due to the fact that i'm the proud owner of season Six now.

So that's why i havn't been posting. When i got new chapters done,(espictially for TA) I'll post them as soon as thier betaed. When that will be, i have no idea. But just know that even with this craziness of school, i am trying to write and i havn't abondend any story.

That's it for now.

Kassandra

Friday, September 15, 2006

Ugh

Hey guys,

Sorry it's taken me so long to update this thing. I've been bogged down by school as of last week. I've had tests all this week and I, Kassandra Marie Ruvalcaba Perez, actually studied! For those who don't know me in the school enviorment it's something close to a miracle! lol.

I had a Latin Quiz...which I Passed.

I had Two goverenment tests, one I did horrible on(Thanks to my inabilty to study), and the other I aced.

I had a Math test, I fear my grade at the this point, I don't even want to know what i got.

And I had an Anatomoy test, One that I did study for and i'm very confident that i at leas got a low B to a High C...which may sound awful to you guys...but it's great for me...which know that I think about it really sucks.lol.

Also, last week I got the third book to a series, so all week i've been eading the books.

Monday and Tuesday was Dark Lover, Wednesday and Thrusday was Lover Eternal and Today is Lover Awakened(The one me and Anna have been waiting for for almost five months) I'm proud to annocne that I'm almost done with it.

These book are so great! If you enjoy romance...supernatural romance. This is a great series. It's called The Black Dagger Brotherhood Series. It's a bout a group of vampires, each with thier own curses and issues, and of course theirs always a women there to help them these issues at the most convinent time.

ButI find myself getting lost in these charathers. You find yourself wanting to know who it's going to be that helps them through thier issues.

So far my fav. is Lover Awakened which is Zsadist's book(he's the screwed up badass one) and from the minute i read the first one i knew his book was the one i was looking most forward to. And as i read, i'm so gald that it's everything that i expected. I have yet to finsh, but i'm pretty damn close.

If your interested in these, I recommend them, their by J.R. Ward I should warn that just like any romance novel, their is graphic sex, as well as violoence, and lots and lots of curseing.

Some other books i've read are I'm Not Myself These Days(Memoir) about Josh Purcell-Kimmel, a Drag queen by night wo dates an S&M prostitue. I recommend it to those who have no problems with Gay sex(thier isn't much...but theres lots of talk about it), Drugs, Curseing and M&M candy canes....want to know what i mean...read the book LOL!(Anna you probally got that!)

The other that i HIGHLY reccomend is Running With Scissors by Augusten Burroghs, The movies coming out in October, so i wanted to read the book, and let me tell you, i absolutly loved it! It's a memoir about Augusten, and his alcholic father, crazy mother, and the family of pychos he befriends. I urge you to read it, Warning! There is graphic gay sex, as well as lots of crude curseing. Other then that the book is funny as hell and addicting!

So as you can see, from the three weeks of school, i've been pretty busy lol.

But worry not i have been writing.

I've had inspiration towards my Trogan, imagining twists that i am soooooo going to enjoy writing!

I've also been haveing the urge to write Tough Love the supernarual PDLD That i love writing. There are certain scences taht i'm so excited to writing.

Also The Aftermath Thougth i haven't written to it, i know what i'm going to do, I know you guys have heard me say that a lot over the past few weeks, but belive me, the story is about to get good!

That all i have to report for now, just wanted to let you guys know that i am alive and well, and writing and reading!

Take care!

Kassandra

Friday, September 01, 2006

Things Guys Should Know


I don't know how many people wacthed the VMA's, let alone the preshow. But I did, i went to sleep around twelve, wachting all of this.

Let me just say this about the pre-show, MCR KICKED ASS! I'm so getting that CD. I love thier new look! Even though i'm upset that mikey has abadonded the glasses :'( and Gereard cut and died his hair, thier sound has not changed and thier look is better then ever. I can't wait for octorber when the CD comes out.

The VMA's themselves rocked. The Racontuers were playing the entier time like a side concert, everytime they returned for break they would sing a song. Jack Black Rocked, and was a great host. I'm glad that it was back at Radio City Music hall! I was happy that Fall Out Boy won Veiwers Choice, and the Panic! at the Disco won Best Video! Pani'cs performaance was fucking awsome!!! But even bettter then that was OKGO who pulled off thier treadmill dance! For those who would like to see thier video which is like the greastest video ever go here. OKGo Here It Goes Again The VMA performance was done on Treadmills and was....so awsome! Part of me wanted them to fall and another part of me was so glad that they pulled it off live!!

Also The Killers are Back with a new CD, when it's out i have no idea, but thier performance last night was great, another band who's sound has NOT changed, and i'm getting thier CD when it comes out as well.

The VMA's this year was so great! I was happy that it wasn't all Rap(Which i hate) and it was a mixture of alternetive and rap, and all types of music and I loved that!

On with other news.

I've posted One of many one-shots. This one is called Things Guys Should Know About Girls. I got it from a site. My friend sent me this e-mail and i liked the idea so i went looking for lists of things guys should know about us girls and i found this one 'A Guys Response To Fifty Things Girls Wish Guys Knew...' You'll notice that a lot of these are very simiar if not exactyl like the story. I found that some quote from this guy were just to good to change. I cliam right now that a lot of this story is NOT MINE! I just found myself laughing at what this guy had to say, so much of it being true, that I had to share it with you guys.

Next One-Shot is going to be a PDLD or a Rogan...not sure as of yet.

I would also like to say that i know this break in my multi chpaters is bugging a lot of you, and i hate that you guys hate this. But when i come back you know it'll be worht it.

If any of you guys would like to talk to me, About anything, my stories(No i'm not giving you spoilers), Stories of your own, GG or life in general...my life is online.

My AIM is kassruvalcaba2
my MSN is Kassruvalcaba@hotmail.com

I would love to talk to all of you! I love talking to people from the fanfic community. Not many of my friends are into fanfic, so talking to you guys is awsome!

That's it for now!

Kassandra