My Ramblings

I'm a girl without a life, I write, read and go to school and only do homework when I feel like it. I have friends, but I like to spend most of my time in my room alone with my comp.

Monday, April 24, 2006

I'm Back


Hey guys!

I'm back. Officailly lol. I was too lazy to post last night. I got home around eight from the movie and only had about a half hour online. So I didn't want to update my stories and not update my blog.

So here is what I updated:

The Aftermath:

Yes, this IS the sequal to 'The Bombshell' Once again i will tell everyone that love will NOT come easily to Logan and Rory. It took them thirty chapters for them to kiss, you really think i'm going to jump into this story with the I Love You's HA! Yeah right!

It's going to take a while, I have this all planned, I have the way i want to write it and the plot...so no one is going to change that for me.

The Fear of Rejection:

I'm so happy with how this story is turning out. I love how i'm writing it. It's one of the stories i'm most proud of. The direction of this story is also planned out and I love what i have to write to get there!

Lost and Found:

I know a lot of you will be happy with the outcome of the end of this chapter. I actually think this story is winding down. I'm not quite sure yet. I know there is still some stuff I have to do before ending it. So it's still had a few chapters coming. So I'll keep you posted on all of that!

The Tales of a Broken Heart:

My New PDLD, that I am also very proud of! I finally got to the part that I've been wanting to write since i started this story! It's so much fun to write! I love writing Logan an Ass...which i just gave away a kep element...meaning that i will shut up now! Hope you all enjoy it!

News On Me:

Just started up in school again. I'm happy. Belive it or not, i'm so sick of just sitting around my house all day. As much as i love writing, i hate just sitting around my house, wacthing Reruns of The Cosby Show that i've seen a million times. I'm happy to see my friends and go back to classes with my wierd teachers. It's a huge relief.

Also, I've been thinking of changing my updating days on Wednesday. I'm still not sure. It'll just be way easir for me to write chapters if i post in the middle of the week, that way it'll give me the weekend. Bit i'm not sure. Once again I'll keep you posted.

As for my dad. He didn't come. He called me, he called my mom found out she wasn't here and decided to skip out on coming. You have no idea how much that hurt. I told myself not to get my hopes up, but i did...and he let me down. Agian.

Goes to show what happens when that happens.

That's it for now!

Keep reading!

Kassandra

Thursday, April 20, 2006

Anti Java-Junkies

Okay So I have this Pic up, But it's only because at this Moment I am very anti Luke! I'm hating him for what he's doing to Lorelai. In Tuesdays eppy when Luke calls and Chir leaves i really wanted Lorelai to dump Luke and Go be With Chris. I've always enjoyed the Lorelai/Chris Realtionship, even though i write with Lorelai and Luke. But Right now in the show I am defintally hoping that something changes in the way that Luke treats Loreali.

I mean I know that in next Weeks Eppy Lorelai is going to help Luke with Aprils b-day party.(not that big of a spoiler people!) But still. she should have met April a long time ago. Before Rory, Before Jess, Before anyone else. I think that Lorelai should have met her. It seems like everyone knew about April before Lorelai did and that just sucks! How would you feel if your fincee has a kid you didn't know aobut and every BUT you knows? I mean dude that would suck!

As for the Logan and Rory realtionship, I'm hoping it pulls through. I'm hoping that with this next eppy(Where rumor has it Finn and Colin will be appearing!) Rory relazes how big a part Logan is in her life.

*Sigh* It's sad that I'm so bored with my own life, that i get so worked up over this show. It's fun, lol, but sad.

News on Stories:

I will say is that hoefully on Sunday night, I will be posting The Aftermath, The Fear of Rejection, Lost and Found, and The Tale of a Broken Heart

I have not written anything for You and Only You or Dolls, Malls and Christmas Promise. Mostly because I am really at a block with those. I do swear that they will get finshed. I don't want to leave any of my stories unfinshed, it's just the matter of when i'm going to finsh them.

I know where i want to take each and every one of my stories, I know what happens int he begining and the end. and I know the direction i plan on going for everything. It's just the matter of how to write it that gets me.

So I'm sorry for everyone waiting on those chapters. I promise nothing on those stoires, just that I will finsh them in the near future...yeah..that sounds good. Vauge and perfect! Full of Hope!

News on Me

I'm doing good, for all those who care. lol.

The reason why theres a hopefuly in front of sunday up above is because rumor is that my dad might be coming down on sunday. I'm not sure if it's during the day, during the night, i have no idea. But i do know that not seeing him for over a year and only talking to him like once in that year, I might end up spending the day with him.

No matter how much I harbor this...bitterness towards the man, he's still my dad. And i still...love him. Everytime I see him and Everytime i talk to him. I am so much closer to telling him how I feel.

How much it hurts, that he never calls, and never keeps promises.

To me it seems like...He'ssomewhat ashamed of me being his daughter. You have to be in my head to get why i feel like that. but it's true. It seems like he really doesn't acknoledge that he has me, That I'm his daughter, That in some form i need him in my life. If it's at least a phone call a month. I mean...who goes six months without talking to thier daughter.

*sigh* So that's the thing on Sunday. And the reason why i might or might not post. If i don't post i'll post sometime next week...When i get a chance.

For al those who responded to my crazy Sister in Law Thing.

Everything is Fine, Me and my bro have been spending time together while she's at work, even if it's just laying in his room, while he lifts wieghts and I wacth a movie. We wacthing Joe Dirt a few days ago.

So everything good.

I'm in writing mode.

So that's it for now!

Kassandra

Monday, April 10, 2006

Cracked!

Hey Guys!

So if you can't read the caption at the bottom, that is Frank Iero at the age of six! Isn't he the cutest thing in the entire world!! He looks nothing like that now...if anything he's cuter hahaha!

And if you guys don't know who Frank Iero is...then I will tell you. Frank Iero is the sexy Gutar player for My Chemical Romance. And if you don't know who My Chemical Romance is...then well I hope you have good light under whatever rock you live under! Wow! that was really rude of me! haha. Sorry!

News on Stories:

Lost and Found: Chapter 18 is finshed and with my beta. I have the inkling that a lot of you are going to enjoy it. I have a plan for 19 but i'm going to write it during Spring Break.

The Fear of Rejection: Chapter 22 is finshed and with my beta as well. Um...Suprise was the reaction i got from my beta. so who knows what yours will be lol. I have 23 planned, and will write is during Spring Break as well.

The Aftermath: I have yet to write the Third Chapter, but i do have it planned. A lot of you have been asking when i will post it. I will post it when i come back which is going to be for sure the 24th. The last day of my spring break. So expect the first chapter up by then.

The Tale of a Broken Heart: The new PDLD i've been talking about, I've finally gotten to the part that i want, so writing it now is going to be easy. I'm, excited. That one will for sure be up on the 24th as well. I relly like the way i'm writing it.

The Love of the Sport: Has four finshed chapters and a few more in my head that wants to be written. I'm not sure if i'm going to post that right away. but who knows. If the muses keep busy with this one like they have, i might just post it.

WARNING! New Story!

Ghost of You: Yes, thats right, i've started another story. This idea came to me and i like it. Rory's sixteen and living in Stars Hollow, and going to Stars Hollow High with her best friends Lane and Jess, but after Lorelai dies in a freak accident, Rory get sent to live with her absentee father and evil stepmother.

She gets sent to the Chilton acadmey, which is a bourding school in Hartford, with promies from her father that she'll visit on weekends. But instead of staying at the acadmey she stays in Stars Hollow in the house her and her mother shared.

Theres more to it, but i want to keep you in suspense. It's better then it sounds, only because i'm not giving up a key piece of information thats important to the story.

Tristan, Logan, Colin, Steph and Finn also appear. I'm still making up my mind over Paris, Louise and Madiline. If they do come out it's to make Rory's life even more hell then it is.

It's a Trory, for now. Might change as i get into the story. Could turn out to be PDLD, or a Rogan or hell I've been itching to write a Colin/Rory. So who knows. Only my muses!


News on Me:

You know, I love my brother and i don't need the words "I love you" to know that he loves me very much. For as long as i can remember me and my brother have always been close. Sure we argue and he's annoying, but then again, siblings are suppose to be that way.

But what hurts, is the fact that my sister in law doesn't accpet the fact that I'm his sister. That i was a part of his life WAY before she even came to America.

On saturday night(meaning 2 till 4 in the morning) the fought, its something that happens every weekend, and i've gotten use to it. But this time, it turns out they were arguing about me. Now they've argued about my mom, they've argued about my brother being close to us, but never about just me.

Well on sunday morning i found out just what about me they were argueing.

Apperently, she was mad that suppoesdly my brother had told me he loved me.

Now, One: He hasn't told me he's love me in months. I know i remeber things like that. But like i said before i know he does.

Two: She's fucking cracked! Does she not know the meaning of family! Does she not know that no matter how much she yells and whines and throws her fucking tantrums i'm still going to be his fucking sister!

You know, i don't give a damn what she thinks of me. Hell she can tell me that she hates me right in my face and i'llsay it right back. But it hurts when she talks behind my back, when she accuses my brother of doing something with me or saying something to me, when it's not true. If she has a problem with it, she should have told me to my face.

This isn't going to stop me from telling my brother I love him everyday. In her presnce or not.

It's not going to stop me from spending the two hours i get with him on Fridays after school. The few hours i get to spend with him all week!

And it sure as hell isn't going to stop me from talking to him.

Like i said I love my brother, we are very close. But it hurts when someone tries to pull him away. He's been, he is, such a big part of my life and i don't want to let that go.

NOw that i've got this off my back, after wanting to get it off my back for two days. I'm done it's out, and it's not going to bug me anymore.

That's it for now.

Everything will be posted on the 24th or 23rd. Depnds on how i feel. No promises!

Kassandra

Monday, April 03, 2006

New News


Hey Guys!
Isn't this a wonderful pic! I mean an even better eppy lol. but a great pic! Thnk you to Flynn who gave it to me!

I just wanted to thank you all who reveiwed The Bombshell you guys are wonderful! I'm glad you all enjoyed it! I had so much fun writing it! So thank you guys!

Now News on Any Stories:


The Aftermath: This is the sequal to The Bombshell. I have the first two chapters finshed. The second is on it's way to my beta. I have a lot of ideas for it, and having fun writing it. All I am going to say is that Love will NOT come easy for Logan and Rory. So i don't want you all begging for the I love you's cause thier not going to happen...yet. Now I'm keeping my mouth shut!

The Fear of Rejection: I havn't written to it, but i have ideas for it. Worry not. It will be back and with avengence! lol. It's coming along. Like i said the ideas are there...all i have to do is get to writing it. All I will say for this one is that Finn is going to be needing Rory just as much as she needed him.

Lost and Found: I know you all hate me for the way I ended it. I'm sorry! "Are they Together" "Are They Not Togehter?" So many question! Which will be answered int he next chapter!!! I love that i have this power! I rearely use it, so useing it now is really going to my head lol. I have yet to write to this story, but once again I hate the Ideas in my head, i jhsut have to sit down and write it. All i will say is that the Pairs Hose memory will be in this.

Now on to the ones I have yet to post but plan on posting when I come back from my break.

The Tale of a Broken Heart: This is my new PDLD. I have Lots and Lots of ideas for it, I have three parts written and ready to be posted and am in the middle of the Fourth. This story is basically what if During the Third season instead of going to Europe Rory gets conned into going to Marthas Vineyard with her grandparents, Meets Finn and They become a couple.

It'll follow them through the fourth season, while FIn is traveling Fiji and Rory is suffering her first year of Yale with Paris. Then Will follow to Fifth seaosn. It's going to be long. I know that. I made a layout for it. Like the whole thing i have planned...and i've figuered out it's going to be really long. Which i'm happy about, cause i can tell that it's going to fun to write. I also knwo that it's going to have long chapters. So that one is one to look forward to.

The Love of the Sport: This is an idea that came to me in a really wierd dream involving my friends and tripping people...you don't want to know. lol. It was weird. But after getting woken up an hour early, only to find out i still had an hour to sleep. I changed it to a GG story and well It is now four chapters long and still going.

It's an AU., Rogan, Rory is the Yale Girls hockey Team Capitan, While Logan is the Guys Hockey Team Capitan. Rory is Diabetic and doesn't like telling people unless it's necesary. It's hard to explain. But I'm going to be posting that one when I get back from my break as well.

It's really really fun to write. I've had to do a lot of research for this story, I've reaserched on Diabetes, and on Hockey. I find that i do more reserch on my stories then i do for school God i'm so sad. lol.

One-Shot: I have a one-shot in Mind. I've been wanting to write it and now that i know the couple(Which i will not disclose) i really want to write it. IT's based on a Dido song called. "Sand in my Shoes" and it's something that i've been icthing to write FOREVER! so i might get to.

Now News on Me:

Okay so in our creative writing class last trimester we had to term we had to turn something in for the District Writing Contest. OS i turned in my paper on my dad and My Trory Every Other Day Well imagine my suprise that two months ago i found out the my trory won and was going to county, then imgine my suprise a few weeks ago when i found it it won county and was going to District. And then today i found out that i won distrct! So my Trory is a winner of the District Writing contest. I got a certificate and everything. After years of teachers making me turn soomething in for this contest and always losing I finally won. I was so excited! I was sort of sad that my best friend was here today to tell her! but i told my beta and that was really good!

Some other good news is that i'm all cought up in History and English...well except for two things. But I turned in everything important. And thanks to a few angels(people from my class) i got cought up in my Chem homework. Meanign i copied the assigemnts and turned them in lol.

I have no idea what the hell is happenign in Chem. I sti next to one of the smartest guys in my class so he just gives me the answers...which ends up screwing me over during tests...cause if i ask him for the answers during the test it's called...oh whats the word...CHEATING! haha!

So thats it for now.

My sprig break which starts on the 14th of April and lasts till 24th will be filled with writing trust me!

then on the 25th Star Testing begins. not that i have to study...it's not one of thoses study teast. but i have to take it seriuosly(Like i always do!) cause it's more important to the school this year...and if we all got high scores we get to see our princepal shave his head lol!

Okay now really that's it!

I will be back soon!

Kassandra