My Ramblings

I'm a girl without a life, I write, read and go to school and only do homework when I feel like it. I have friends, but I like to spend most of my time in my room alone with my comp.

Monday, January 29, 2007

Tough Love

I jsut posted a Fictionpress story, and i'm hopeing that you guys will read it!

my pen name is KassandraMaria, and the story is called Tough Love I would love to get some feedback!

Kassandra

Thursday, January 25, 2007

Coolest Mommy Ever!

Okay, so lets update with my life.

School...Sucks. I'm so over being a senior. I seriously can't wait for the day when i walk across that stage and grab the diploma. But i have the coolest mom ever. Anna asked me today is i wanted to cut fifth tommorow....here's how the convo went.

Anna: "I have a test in stats....wanna cut 5th tommorow?"

Me: "YEAH! I don't wanna go to anatomy."

Anna: "Lets go see a moive or something."

Me: "What movie?"

Anna: "Doesn't matter! Lets just walk downtomwn and skip class."

Me: "All right i'll ask my mommy if i can skip."

Anna: "Pshhh, i'm not going to ask my mom, I'm just going to go."

Me: "Yeah, i'm asking my mom"

And that's what we've agreed on. So when my mom picked me and my cousin up from school today, i asked her if i could cut 5th period. And my mom asked me what i had the period and i told her Anatomy. and she sighed and said that if i could afford to miss the class then she'd clear it for me. COOLEST MOMMY EVER!

of course, i'm not going to cut. She's giving me the liberty to make my own choices...and knownign anna she'd never cut cause she'd never want to upset her mom. and i wouldn't cut class by myself...so i'm stuck going to my anatoomy class and blowing into a straw that connects to a dead cats treacha and inflats the lungs...oh the wonders that are my life!!! *Rolls Eyes*

Now for the reasoning behgind the lack of updates.

One school has been a really busy. Just a lot of school going on and me trying to keep my math up(Which reminds me i still have homework i have to do) and three tests this week. (Latin, Anatoomy and English) Just a lot of crap going on.

Then theres this whole thing about me having to find a job. and Also this weekend i'm going to study the drivers manual so i can get my permit FINALLY!

Then theres the matter of me staring Fictionpress stories and really focusing on those. Though...for the past few days i've ad a PDLD in my head...and the notion to finsh a few GG chapters for you guys. But i have no idea when i'm going to post.

I know that i a lot of you are eager to have The Aftermath's new chapter, as am i. And though i have the scene in my head, i just have no idea how to type it out. For me typeing the moment is akward for me...and i have no idea why. We'll see what happens this weekend. Hopefully i'll be able to get out a few more pages for that.

I know that i don't want this chapter to be a filler, it's actually quite productive...and it's sometwhat of a long chapter. But....lets' keep fingers crossed that the muses stay with me.

Right now i have four ideas for Fictionpress stories. One of them is called tough love and i'm planning on posting the prolauge hopefully on Monday.

Another one is called First time for everything...whcih use to be a Roswell story. But, i'm too lazy to write Roswell stories now, so it's my own. It's about a girl who has an overprotective family...and now she's moving in with her best friend and finally experinceing life on her own.

Another is a dracula story. i got the idea when ilooked at a pic. in my Creative Writing class. It's about Draculas Lover/Wife whatever...and how she came to be...and the ups and downs of thier very twisted love affiar.....pretty agnsty. but i liked the idea of it.

Then the other i got because of a convo me and my mom had. About how what people do affect others in a huge way int he long run. In this one has a lot of me and my friends in it. And how...even though bullies might not remember what they did as little kids....the people who are affected do.

Two of my best friends are making apperences. Krisy....AKA Kathy and Anna...who i have yet to make a name for....i've got to talk to krisy about that. So alot of us is in that story. But it's all fun lol.

So...that's the plan.
Hope you all have good weekends!
And i hope to post soon!

That's all for now!
Kassandra

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Back...and Tired


Sorry i haven't updated this in like forever! It hasn't been because i've been super busy...just lazy lol.

The Pic this week is in honer of the fact that this past weekend my mom gave me and my cousin permission to go see My Chemical Romance in concert on March 11 In LA! Whcih is like the best thing in my life right now! Cause I've always wanted to see them in concert and now my mom is giving me the chance...of course my bro isn't too happy cause he has to take a day off from work to take us...but GAH! I'm going to go see them in concert.

Also, my mom gave use permission to go see Taking Back Sunday and Underoath on the 15 of March. She siad that since she wasn't paying for the tickets..and if we had enough money we could go. We bought the tickets today...and we're buying the MCR ones this weekend.

I'm still seeing if my best friend can go to LA with us...so lets keep fingers crossed.

In other news, this is my second week back at school, and my weekend is already filled with plans of filling out schoalorship applications FUN!...not. Sure it's free money..but for most of them i have to write essays and though i love to write..i'm just plain lazy to sit down and write essays as to why i should get free money to go to community college. I'm so unlogical at times lol. I know that I should at least apply, even if i don't get the money. Everything counts at this point. So that's where my focus will be this weekend.

I also have an anatomy test on thursday...on the count of three we all say boo...1...2...3...BOOOOO! I have a B in the class right now...which one kid had the gal to say'oh thats not to bad'(he had an A of coursE) i was so ready to kick his ass. I work my ass off in that class to get higher then a B and he has the nerve to say 'oh thats not too bad' I was so pissed. An dhtough some of you are saying..thats not a mean comment..it was his condesending voice that pissed me off.

Math i have a D...which is due to a low test score...but i am doing all my homework...Except the last wo assignments cause the damn teacher just wrote the notes on the board and told us to get to work...not bothering to explain anyhting. So i hopeing he'll do a review and i'll be able to understand it by the end of the week.

Enlgish is fun...Latin is Boring...and pf course creative writing is a blast. We have a free topic assigent due next tuesday, whcih is something else i'll be working on, and i'm excited for it, i already now what it's going to be. And we also have a 55 word or less paper due. Where you have to have a story thats 55 words or less and it has to have all the basic then a regular storey has...i already finshed that...thanks to something my teacher siad about the lakers...so i'm done...no i just have to type it.

As for storys.

I want to thank All of you who reveiwed The Aftermath, I am so glad you all enjoyed and are satifyed with what happened during the chapter. Im glad it made some of your guys x-mas too. lol. I've started the next chatpter, and if i have timet get to it this weekend, i'll try and finsh it. I have it all planned out and i sort of have the energy to write it. lol the sort of will be explined later.

The Tales of a Broken Heart: I'm actually almost done with the next chapter i just need a few more scenes and i'm done. It's somewhat long...not my faovorite chapter so far...i feel like it's mostly dialogue and i hate it when it's like that...so i might go back and add a few things. But who knows?

All other stories are works in progress...i have no idea when i'll get to them i know i'll finsh them..i Just don't know when. This is where the sort of come in.

Lately i just havn't been in a GG mood...maybe because of the lack of new eppys, maybe because even though I still love the show, i just feel the need to pull away from writing about it.

Some of you might remember a blog from a relaly long time ago about me writing a supernatraul PDLD, well...i knew for a fact that even if i did finsh it i would never post it on FF...soley bercause everyone was out of charecter and I just needed them to be mine.

So i few days ago, much to the chargin of my beat who has teased me about this. I Printed it all out and started rewriting it in a small notebook my friend got me for x-mas. I started form the prolauge and i'm working my way up, cahing a lot(Yes flynn, a lot) and sometimes not chaging abything but names. People now have different personaliltys and are written to fit what i see.

Finn who was the eoptime of cute and sweet, has turned into Bain...whos my perfect guy lol, with his tight pants and shaggy black hair and the gages..oh god the gages!!! lol. He's still sweet and loveable...but has more of this animal side to him..which i'm actually about to write.

Rory, who was sweet and innocent, yet a bit flirty, has turned into Ava, who just wants to be happy she's not innocent, if anything she's a bit girly and outspoken. She sticks up for herself.

I just felt the need to post this storie, but with my own people. and now that i have that chance i'm going to go for it. I'm hoping to have everyhitng typed back up soon. So far i'm starting off chapter two in my notebook, and have to transfer chapter one onto my comp. My beta already has the prolauge and i'm hopping to see it on Fiction press by the end of the month.

I'm really excited about this one, and af ew others that i've writeen for other shows that i'm now useing my own people for it.

There's First Time For Everything about a girl Vinny who's going off to college with her best friends, and has never dated...not because she's shy, on the contrary, she's very out there...she just has a very wacthful borhter. This was orignally a Roswell fic(michael and Maria if anyone was curious) . I'm happy to start with that one too.

So...yeah...my attention really isn't on Gilmore Girls right now...but who knows..maybe when the seaosn starts up again you'll see more frequent updates once again.

And just to ease any worrys, i'm not abandoing any of my stories. I'm still going to write to them when i get that burst of insiration. I really don't plan to neglect any one of my storys. But i do want to start going to Fictionpress, that doens't mean i'm leaving fanfic forever though!

That's all for now

Kassandra

P.S: A new addiction of mine(Shameully so) is myspace. So if anyone wants to add me as thier friend...cause i love friends lol. my url is http://www.myspace.com/ggaddicted lol.